Unhappy see u like tis.... :(

Baka....see u like tis i reli cant accept u being bully like tis, My heart just tell me...someday i will make u free from tis, so baka just wait me tis is the reason y i ned, i wan and i must. Baka nw u knw y besides tat day i say if i work here i won able to buy the thing u wan, and tis is another y i wan u together wth me nt in BTU, see u like tis everything i knw u do it reason is for ur family bt the truth is they din realise it and still blame on u. baka say real just nw is my 1st time see u cry til like tis, tis show u reli care and feel angry about it. i reli cant stand like tis. I thought just nw ur mom will understand ur feeling bt at last i knw is nt true..coz, i feel so strange to ur mom. Baka reli baka...My wish is i don wan u easily drop ur eyedrop, i wan bring u happiness...Tat y just nw i say to u..IM UR SECOND HOME..^^ Baka, maybe someday u will change ur mind go other place work together...i won force u i will wait u tell me..XD so my baka hp u don sad le o...懂吗？？

16/11/11....^^

16/11/11 is my important day, mean i with my baka honey oledi be together 6 month le, Time reli go so fs leh....But me always select this date sick >< haiz....baka sure feel veli dissapoited, baka reli reli soli..>< i will repay u so baka don worry ya..^^. That night, i veli happy and shock when she suddenly gv me a card, inside that card i can feel full of love inside, that y before she send me the that few day she will always mention the card, so stupid ar me....still don get it, Anyway baka thx for the card u do it for me..reli happy bez, 1st time i receive this card.^^ Muacksss..<3 . Baka i promise u no matter wat i will gv u all the best for u, not onli i will say...i will prove u 1 day, hp baka will always be a side wth me, accompany wth me...^^ Baka Reli LoVe U ar..u make me so touch...TT MUacksss <3

Sick....

What a beautiful date which is 111111, and i prefer today sick jor...reli knw hw to choose a day to sick lo, haiz...Just feel want to relax and lundu trip tomorrow, bt nw sick le..hw to enjoy ==....Feel dizzy and uncomfortable nw, haiz...Start from flu then sore throat, haiz....reli reli don knw hw to say le lo...==

To my Grandma.....17/10/2011

17/10/11...is the day u pass away, when i 1st morning receive the message tat u hv pass away, the 1st tears from my face hv come out....The way u love to us and the way u take care of us, i won frogot in the life, Grandma...u still knw when i still child, my body nt veli healthy at that time u always stay at my side and take good care of me...and oso when i come, u will always prepare some thing for me to eat, especially ur noddles and Soy sauce wth rice. u're the best best grandma and the onli one ppl dosent hv......
Everytime i hear my mom say ur story hw u take care so many of my mom bro and sis wth ur own hand without and ppl helping u, i feel veli proud to hv u Grandma, since tat u sick tat day....u still help us, no matter wat happen, til u sick badly just can sit at the wheelchair to celebrate ur 70Birthday, u still can smile and ur smile always Kindly, then u been send to miri. Then onli just can visit u when im holiday, after a year pass a year, when i go visit u tat time, u oledi cant walk and talk le...Grandma i knw u still knw me,bez everytime i visit tat time ur action veli big, tis prove tat u haven froget me...and i felt veli Heartache look u like tis, eveything ned to use needle and tube to eat thing....Bt ur face din show any pain, Bt i knw Grandma this reli pain, u just cant say onli...Grandma forgive me tis few year cant visit u, bez of some reason Grandma...i felt reli Unfiliality, Til u pass away tat day i oso cant see u...Grandma i reli Unfiliality Unfiliality Unfiliality Unfiliality Unfiliality. Today u been send to ur hometown maybe oledi arrive le...Grandma i wish u could go well, the onli thing for me can do is Bless grandma R.I.P, and i will visit u when 清明...Grandma ur grandson LOVE U...reli LOVE U.
And this message in here i hp u can see it, onli for u my Dearest Grandma(陈爱凊)...From Ur Grandson ling wei ping(林为彬).

16/10....important day

Today is me and my baka 5 month together le...hapi hapi, bt just normal onli...no

suprising, no gift and nth, think of it look like fail to be a person. Everytime say

will gv wat and wat, bt in the end wat thing do i gv...so ashamed. Just nw wan bring

her go eat pizza oso cant, bez of my head pain..haiz, reli depress. Today onli like

tis normal life wth her....so unhappy today.

^^

This is my word from my heart.....to my baka^^

Baka no matter where u are, sadness, happiness or other thing.

I stupiak will always accompany baka if u wish for...

Won say NO to baka....Love u baka<3

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So sad...sufforcated

Hp just get through of it, and don think about it....

When see this my heart will pain x2...reli don wan like tis le...

Maybe i can don care le....almost le, reli almost le....

I don wan go through tis pain anymore...it will become my nightmare,

Pretend like nth happen reli hard to do...everytime i ned to think many many thing

Til my hair almost all white le...Someone pls come and end tis,

Then i no ned to think think and think again anymore....

All my heart and felling...I just onli can post here and remind myself won

Become a good.