Left 1 month......2 year le.....

IS onli left 1 month then im oledi 2 years stay in Inti college here. Hehe..yesterday u all say y? my attitude suddenly change become strange de..then i say gt meh? where gt ar...actually u all right, the main reason i will like this is bez i wan cover all my feeling to u all...to make me stronger, bt i nt feeling so well..when i see u all happy happy go take ur intership that make my heart reli hurt, then i will start thinking y? i cannot be like u all, im veli stupid isn't it..YES I AM. I try to be Independent that without u all my frenz i still will make my best to make it better, actually its onli word of my reason just wan to make myself better, im so stupid. Ney actually i wan tell u my feeling bt i just don knw how to open my mouth to say this to u..actually after this month ur elephant will become veli weak, in that case i hp ney will pull me out from this, ney elephant have left nth anymore beside u after this month, i hp ney won feel me bother u, before me learn how to alone without any stress..i hp ney will accompany me in this end of the year bez in next new semester me(elephant) maybe is the weakness person and easy to drop down like a toufu anytime...so that time ney don froget to hlp me stand again.