Test...Frenzship...^^

Fiu....this 2 week reli busy for my exam wan die in this few week, bez...study in midnight oil reason is fight wth that stupid book to my brain...haiz, i hp this exam that i do won disappoited me when the result is out...hp that my test paper will knw my feeling that i have sacrifed my sleep to exchange ur knowledge...reli scare and reli hp i will get a good result when its out. Talk about test, hmmm...reli left 8 days then i will bck to my hometown to recharge my bettery, is good for me to recharge bt oso sad of my dearest frenz that gonna leave me soon, sometime when think about it, my heart will automatic pain and hard to breath. But now a day, i won feel that pain anymore, i knw u all will find me when u all finish ur intership, and i trust that u all won froget me. starting i reli feel that i will be lonley don hv u all, but now i knw actually i still gt other frenz that oso care me a lot...then y i still ned to be like this ne...sometime reli feel that i so stupid lo..hahaha, I won tell u guy when it is the last day we meet....In my heart here i will say, THANK YOU U GUY ACCOMAPANY ME IN THIS 2 YEAR...I WON FROGET U ALL, BEZ U ALL IS NOW LIVING IN MY HEART.

Left 1 month......2 year le.....

IS onli left 1 month then im oledi 2 years stay in Inti college here. Hehe..yesterday u all say y? my attitude suddenly change become strange de..then i say gt meh? where gt ar...actually u all right, the main reason i will like this is bez i wan cover all my feeling to u all...to make me stronger, bt i nt feeling so well..when i see u all happy happy go take ur intership that make my heart reli hurt, then i will start thinking y? i cannot be like u all, im veli stupid isn't it..YES I AM. I try to be Independent that without u all my frenz i still will make my best to make it better, actually its onli word of my reason just wan to make myself better, im so stupid. Ney actually i wan tell u my feeling bt i just don knw how to open my mouth to say this to u..actually after this month ur elephant will become veli weak, in that case i hp ney will pull me out from this, ney elephant have left nth anymore beside u after this month, i hp ney won feel me bother u, before me learn how to alone without any stress..i hp ney will accompany me in this end of the year bez in next new semester me(elephant) maybe is the weakness person and easy to drop down like a toufu anytime...so that time ney don froget to hlp me stand again.

Age...

Maybe u all will think y? i will make a couple smaller with the age that smaller than me.....feel that u cheating or playing the girl feeling.....!!!
Bt for me..i don care whether my another part with the age that small than me.....
what i wan and care is the girl who will love me, care me, make me laugh and understanding my feeling...that enough for me..i din wish my another part to be perfect, i just wish to have a normal love and can accompany me whether i at where, just wan a simple and happy memory wth the person i love. Like this kind of girl, i will spend my life wth her without any reason just wan to accompany her and make she always happiness.

Is April of 2011...

Today...new month for me to strt my new life after my birthday oledi pass by, that im now 20 years old oledi, im nt a child anymore...and of coarse something i gonna loss something after this semester, something that is veli important to me, its almost 2 and the half year wth u guy go through together wth the memory that u all hv gv me...yes it is>>When we laugh we laugh together, when we sad we sad together, when we happy we hapy together...these thing cant buy or change by money, For me it is treasures...reli will miss u guy, sometimes feel that don wan continue study anymore..bt i don wan parent disappoited, and now i still build my confident to carried on, i don wan half way stop my study..then i knw i will regret someday..so i will do this man..and thx for giving me confident my frenz thx...^^ V