To my Grandma.....17/10/2011

17/10/11...is the day u pass away, when i 1st morning receive the message tat u hv pass away, the 1st tears from my face hv come out....The way u love to us and the way u take care of us, i won frogot in the life, Grandma...u still knw when i still child, my body nt veli healthy at that time u always stay at my side and take good care of me...and oso when i come, u will always prepare some thing for me to eat, especially ur noddles and Soy sauce wth rice. u're the best best grandma and the onli one ppl dosent hv......
Everytime i hear my mom say ur story hw u take care so many of my mom bro and sis wth ur own hand without and ppl helping u, i feel veli proud to hv u Grandma, since tat u sick tat day....u still help us, no matter wat happen, til u sick badly just can sit at the wheelchair to celebrate ur 70Birthday, u still can smile and ur smile always Kindly, then u been send to miri. Then onli just can visit u when im holiday, after a year pass a year, when i go visit u tat time, u oledi cant walk and talk le...Grandma i knw u still knw me,bez everytime i visit tat time ur action veli big, tis prove tat u haven froget me...and i felt veli Heartache look u like tis, eveything ned to use needle and tube to eat thing....Bt ur face din show any pain, Bt i knw Grandma this reli pain, u just cant say onli...Grandma forgive me tis few year cant visit u, bez of some reason Grandma...i felt reli Unfiliality, Til u pass away tat day i oso cant see u...Grandma i reli Unfiliality Unfiliality Unfiliality Unfiliality Unfiliality. Today u been send to ur hometown maybe oledi arrive le...Grandma i wish u could go well, the onli thing for me can do is Bless grandma R.I.P, and i will visit u when 清明...Grandma ur grandson LOVE U...reli LOVE U.
And this message in here i hp u can see it, onli for u my Dearest Grandma(陈爱凊)...From Ur Grandson ling wei ping(林为彬).

16/10....important day

Today is me and my baka 5 month together le...hapi hapi, bt just normal onli...no

suprising, no gift and nth, think of it look like fail to be a person. Everytime say

will gv wat and wat, bt in the end wat thing do i gv...so ashamed. Just nw wan bring

her go eat pizza oso cant, bez of my head pain..haiz, reli depress. Today onli like

tis normal life wth her....so unhappy today.

^^

This is my word from my heart.....to my baka^^

Baka no matter where u are, sadness, happiness or other thing.

I stupiak will always accompany baka if u wish for...

Won say NO to baka....Love u baka<3