Tomorrow...jun 29^^

Onli left few hour then 1 of my VIP BAKA finally birthday le^^ she finally 20 years old le...Happy^^. Fist of coarse need to celebrate her birthday la..haha, bt i scare i cant do well in her birthday, reli scare tomorrow cant let her happy. Like just nw don knw y i think a lot le, bez...i here don hv anything, i reli cannot do anything to her,haha..i bit laoya right..that y? if she will happy if ppl can bring she go out play and celebrate i rather agreed, nt i wan to push u to other ppl..is bez i care everything whether in such simple thing that will affect me. That y? if u happy i happy, if u no mood i will oso nervous and don knw wat to do. Baka, sometimes i will think that is that reli i can relationship wth u..i scare, i cant go through myself that i hv no anything and everytime i will think for it. Count from that day since i just knw u..almost 1 year out like this le, reli happy to hv u this frez when u accept me as ur frenz, then we become bro and sis...ur careness, ur kindness, ur confident, ur frenzship and many many other thing, that u make for me is oledi enough for me. when that day u agree will become my baka that day, i swear..i will do everything to make u happy even wan my life oso can. Baka i happy to knw u and u accept like me this kind of ppl. RELI THX YOU baka...if no u i don knw wat will i be, and i won hv many happy memory in my life and my smile..thx baka. And here i wish my baka ar, don always blame urself when ur test not gud enough, as u knw i will worried. And see u this afternoon hapi when ur mom sms to u that kind of message, i see u hapi til like a child haha...cute arXD. Baka ur stupiak here wish u this baka will healthy forever and happy always ar ok ma :)

Envy..

看到他们能这样…说真的有点羡慕他们能够这样…我不能…

Pic....

Haha...
Don knw wherther reli stupid or nt, just like sometimes don knw y? when my mood nt veli good that time, i will go see that person de pic...then see she like this, i feel veli relax to enjoy the pic, so strange ho!! me is like this de lo....haha, actually like this oso gud i think, like this if my mood down i won make my anger to that other ppl, i think it is benefit for me lo...haha. Bt sometimes don knw y? will scare and wan to hv a range wth her. Anyway...hp that baka always happy and healthy neh..XD

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我的人生...我的愿望, 再次破了...没有了真的没有了, 现在的我只想做回我自己,我想再次的封闭起来...再也不想了..

Study...Education....

Just wan to say...

Some kind of ppl like Me

Don hv a clever brain wth full of education.

And oso knw that, myself is nt a ppl who will study at this kind of college.

so.........

wat can i do, i hv to choice....in my family and other my relative-relative,

Put all the sight at me..Im Stress, bt they din knw how i suffer all this.

Sometimes i might think about can i straight go to work, is better and free for me,

Bt i promise my family that i won let them down, that y? i put X2 effort from other.

Bt who knw leh, NO PPl. That y? i always stay at hostel doing thing alone just wan

to focus study, won feel like go where to play. Being a ppl stay in his room

everyday doing the thing repeat everyday, its feel veli sufforcated. wat to do...

Reli tired...this reli tired. Bt in this 2 years being like this...i oledi learn

to be like this, so nvm le...just hp i can finish all the study, then it is my

freedom for me, and i think i won continue my study le...so just GAMBATeh myself.

Everyday i remind myself left 5 sub le, i cannot fail again....so wan to try my best

to pass all of it...

Exam...NEXT WEEK....

Stress...Next week exam, cant memorise anything yet...and that baka also..see her stress at there memorise her hotel note, see her like this....put Efforts on it, reli a good girl..haha. Nt like me lo..still at there play play like this, like still relax relax at there and sleeping there..==. So useless lo...haiz. I oso don knw how i can say to myself le lo..Its no longer for me at this Inti here, i still don wan take my last shoot..to shoot all result wth a "BLUE" colour result...haha XD, last hope le o..just ned to strength myself and say gambateh neh (HENDRY). Go through this all sub, then i can say is my freedom strt on that day, before strt my real work...I WAN GO RELAX ar..........i wan go play play go travel travel, I oledi plan all my road how i gonna do...xixixi, Last just wan to wait my baka study finish..then i can strt my plan 1.wohohohoXD."BAKA HP U GT SEE AR" XD....and talk about my frenz, hmmm...something reli miss them, i wan see them T.T, just don knw how re them now....

Exam...

Next week...

Exam..

I haven study yet...

Stress....

Assignment ned to rush....

Im tired...

Who can Hlp me...

Hmmm...16/5/11, Is important day for me^^

This few day reli veli boring, school holiday...don knw wan to do wat, bt so lucky lo, my frenz at btu come here play and fetch me go play play and eat eat, i think i.....oledi......Fat.....jor this few day, so siao lo my frez, eat this eat that, and drink a cup that is about 13cm of carrot juice and watermelon juice by: My siao siao de frenz call de..==lll. Bt anyway they come here oso bring a lot of fun that reduce my bored in this school holiday, hmmm...bck to my topic 16/5 hehe, one kind of my big day wth that baka, feel that so unbelievable together wth her, anyway and thx for that baka make me stupid stupid everyday lo, wakakaka....bt so sad i will think, is that enough that now i can gv to her de..haiz, don knw and don knw...don wan think about it, now the important thing is>>>>ASSIGNMENT ar, this sem reli ned to rush in everything veli stressful sub this sem, reli ned to gambateh neh....hp that day that baka will gv me strength to move on...BAKA I COUNT ON U LE AR...XD