My Dearest Sister...

To all my dearest sister...that i appreciate a lot ^^
Me LING WEI PING in here wanna thank to u all, have been accompany me until now....that let me have a good memory to hv u all, in this few moment, when i sad u all is the 1st ppl that come to concern me, in here i wish u all happy and blessed.

My Big Sister: LAURA:
U is my 1st big sister that i met,and also my manager in IT Boulevard, in there i learn a lot of computer thing with ur patient teaching, that let me knw about some computer thing, that i could do myself without bully by other ppl, This knowledge is u gv me de...thank a lot 阿姐..^^

My Courageous sister also my Cousin Annie Ling:
U is my 1st cousin treat me and take me as ur cousin as well as my family, In this few past year u always brought me to visit and play,and also will come to my house stay and play with us, i remember when i form 2, we always stick together and play together, this good and happy memory i'd never froget in my life. Now u already married, got husband and child le, still remember me, i very happy to hv u this sister and as my cousin. Thank a lot my 表姐..gv me such a good childhood.^^

My Pretty Sister Chang Siew Rung:
U is my 1st funny sister that i met in that night outside the school lobby, and that day also my broken-hearted that night, that day is u comfort me and make me happy when i reli unhappy that day, i can have this confident also u always gv me encouragement to become now me that make me no longer to think so much and din't use long time for me to restore myself and now u also the only will always sister that will accompany me,me reli reli thank you, if not u me now still don knw wat to do and lost myself in that kind stupid love, this love reli hurt me a lot, but now is over. Thank you a lot my sister...that u always help me and make me happy wth a great smile on face.^^

My Cute Sister 晶晶:
U are my 1st sister and smallest sister that naive in anything, but bez of this naive, make bro me laugh until cannot, same as we work together and have fun inside the IT.i still remember u say when the 1st time u see me, u very hate me...bez, i show a serious face to u all, but in the end when u knw me, keep going on saying some sweet word.^^. when me bored, u always will accompany me, and this 'NO' word will never come out from ur mouth, In IT u oso only wan me to teach u everything and acting like knowing all the thing i have teach u, and wth a big smile on ur face, wth this smile u make me feel a lot of better.But some how i knw u also always feel unhappy and always complain and tell me, but u will listen my suggestion and do it. In here me wan thank you u make me laugh always and won't hate me this kind of bro.^^

My dearest sister...

Sis...i knw u this few day, suffer a lot of thing..and make u scare 1 thing again in ur mind...bro knw, cant help u in this thing that happen suddenly. I thought u will feel better, after going bck to ur home and can make u relax a bit and take a deep rest for it....how i knw this thing happen again, and make u scare 1 more time again in ur life. For sure u are my 1st sister, when that day u accept me, to become ur bro..i very appreciate that. In that day, start...bro me wish u to be happy always not like this kind of life u need to suffer, this make bro me heart pain, in that day when u save me from that stupid love...i promise will let u happy, but now this thing happen to u again...make me so speechless, and think y? this thing u need to go through to it...so sis no matter wat happen to u, remember bro me won let u alone at there, so don worry....i will always accompany u..be strong my sis..bro me support will u!!

To:The Dearest sister
Chang Siew Rung

Smile-Time...

Smile u hv been stick together wth me about 19 year le....but this time, maybe i will lost u le...everything i thought u can hlp me to face any difficult problem, but actually NO. Maybe i not a very good boy...and i oso hv limit, if someday u=My Smile=when u leave, i will change bck to real me...so pls let me find bck my smile, i really don wan to loss u, if i loss u..i knw wat will happen to me and it will very serious. Time. Since i hv believe u when that day happen to me, i strt to believe i knw u will change everything by time by time everyday and every minit...everyday i just do nth, read, sleep, eat, play...this is not i really wan. Its really hard to me to breath u knw...its hard, very hard for me to get u back. i really don knw i can still hv u anymore. when i loss ur smile that day, i started to try everything to let me frogot everything, but cant i still cant change everything...i start to drink and smoke try, try and try. i don wan to be like this continue my life till the end.
Sis if u hv see this page....i hope u can hlp me, i don wan say it through my mouth bez, i will feel guilty, and control me to drink and smoke. Bro me here beg u.

Tired~

Cannot stand it anymore...i really really tired le, early sleep and wake up early and my 1st time still feel that i no sleep like that, Leg and hand cold and body feel hot..not very comfortable..haiz..y? like this ,i thought everything will be ok de...really cannot le, whole person feel so tired, everything i need to consider and take care of...if continue like this for sure me will die early in because of tired+stress....i wan take a deep relax to find a place wth a true friend and if can oso wth my sis lie at the grass or sand look at the sky relax and talk to reduces my tired and stress, i hope this will really work...After finish my text 1, i will survey all kuching town or place that i ever been for....in the week of "hari raya" our school holiday...haiz...

Frenz....^^

When i'm in btu...My feeling always moody, no mood to play and no mood to work, before i meet u all nikko,nikki,yumi and aaron, i'm just like a bird in the cage won fly out, that kind of feeling make me so difficult to breath. I try my best to froget everything and think about its pass..so no need to worry about, but i can't....when that day when i see her at the shopping mall, i almost sufforcated and can't breath normally, and start to moody that night. ><..that night i sleep and think around y? i can't just frogot it and don think about...this maybe the test for me,but when i think again truely i oso hv to face again when i out of society. Before 1 week i bck to school, this ppl>>>nikko,nikki,yumi and aaron i found that they're so cute always act and do some strange action with a little sot de word that make me truely with a deep smile out in my face, so suprise. i very happy and appreciate and thx to u all, that let me smile again. In here i hope we can still like this meet again,play and smile together...^^

LoVe...??

Love is very important to everyone......

Love is something that ppl need it in our life.....

Love is some kind of good feeling in ur heart.....

Love can bring u a smile and happy always.....

But......

1 problem is.....

Does the love will last forever til u old and die...@@

Left 1 year half....Happy and Sadness ^^

Feel that the stress wan come to my life....how fast the time will be, that me have oledi spend my time 1 and the half year in college, just feel like i just start my study at this college. Some of my friend told me that work is good, no need continue study, fast and earn money, more fast u can become a boss, is it so easy too become like this. Haiz....so headache everytime thinking of this, mom oso wan me fast come out and work plus the cast that hurt me a lot make me more strezz...wanna fast fast come out and work til the end of my life, then i can truely relax le...but something i can sure about is i have a true friend that always accompany me ^^... especially my roomates and my old school friend, so good to hv such a feeling that make me go through this half and the year that make me dosen't feel lonely, i wish that when i in the society still can hv this kind of feeling gone through my life to make my life more interested in my life...especially my Bff>>Junior yii, u are the 1st friend that i knw i really happy to hv u this kind of friend, thx a lot my freind. Next is kelvin and you ling when u 2 in my room, first day feel not very good but after we knw each other oso good, everyday will say: Come Dota...haha!! and continue with daren and jason oso appear in my life and make it more intersting u 2 so kind la, and always do some stupid thing...haha!! Next is my classmate hv a good memory playing and chating at class. And oso my sis Ah Rung always kacau me just wan her keropok bck..=.=lll, but sometime she funny oso hehehe... and Miss.Agnes Tan is a kind of a girl of ingenue girl, and always do some wierd action..haha. In here, I'm happy can be ur friend but don knw whether our friendship will continue and last forever or not?? If can i wish we can....^^

My First Blog....^^

Ermm.....hehe, still don knw wan to say and write wat inside, i will do my best to write it...^^